Dunno y...i back to blog coz not in a veri gd mood even though i keep thinking i'm okay...! juz suddenly miz those days tat we spent together...miss 5 months ago wat had happened...from e training camp till now n now everything has juz ended lik tat...haix...now i juz wan my attachment faster end den i wil b flying to beijing for my fyp...think go ther wil let mi relax my mind n when i cum back i wil b totally a different person... now i will juz back to my emo kid mood le.... "Luv sux when luv hurtz! plz dun say sorri when u wan to hurt mi.. coz it's makes mi even more hurtz..!" No matter how far u are, I willing to give up everything just to find you..! Upon all the stars, u are the brightest in my heart... It's veri sure and there's no need anything to prove.. I regretz everything in my life! The onli thing I wont regret is get to know you! As i Know that i had alreadi fallen in luv in you..!
To someone tat i reali reali luv alot.. And watever u do, will alwax be remember in my heart...*Forever*
12:15 AM
Thursday, September 3, 2009
~blog will be currently closed till my attachment ends..~
6:15 PM
Friday, June 19, 2009
Projects are making mi so stress... Stress! Stress! Stress! i reali hope tat someone* can giv mi moral support now...!! haiz..stress! Stress! stress!
Sometimes...Reali dunno wat i wan..But when i noe n decide wat to do alreadi, alot of things happened...haiz... sianx...everything aso sianx... Nobody act. noe how i feel... Reali dunno y tat time i will survive..i shouldnt had survive in tat accident.. Coz i reali dun wan to be in this world..or should say tat too mani things had happened and mak mi so complicated... all i wan to say is so sadden...My life was so sux.. coz i feel tat so mani unfairness to mi... aso thing tat i wan to say is this "Luv sux when luv hurtz! when u wan to hurt mi den plz dun say sorri.. coz it's makes mi even more hurtz..!"
6:13 PM
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Hmm...say wat lehz...Lots of things had happened this past few days...Got happy, sad, memories, etc... 1st i wan to say is exam is over...!Not veri confident tat wil score veri well..but hopefully i will improve alot... 2nd is... Going to yr3 soon le...even though mi alwax not wif clz ppl but dunno why i feel abit something missing..coz everyone will be separated by different specialisation... lastly is...Finally i got the answer from her alreadi...Something i reali reali wan to tell her... girl...Even though, i alreadi noe tat u cant accept mi due to some reason..but to mi, u r alreadi a veri important person in my heart tat nobody can be replaced...! I reali miss you lots..!
6:35 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009
Sianz,Sianx,Sianx... Dieing soon!!!
12:14 PM
Friday, December 19, 2008
Something had happened between mi n her during e past few weeks...Dun wish to say wat's the whole story about..Dunno y i juz feel tat there's something she wan to hide from mi...Even though e thing was over and had alreadi settle but i juz hav a feeling tat we cannot lik wat we as be4 le...Coz after tis incident, i reali was being hurt and is not the 1st time le..This incident was happened second time alreadi, aso dunno y everytime related to her i wil alwax kanna fuck upside down by her frenx without any reason...1st incident was e worst, i did nothing wrong and dun even noe a thing den guess wat happened...End up her frenx act. noe my frenx den i was being add in their conversion den e thing start..kanna scolded for nothing den u noe wat... in e end i told her act. is wat den she stil can juz say sorry to mi lik tat...den say can i be ur frenx? u r act. a nice person...On tat time my mind was lik...Of coz lah, kanna scolded by u 4 nothing and i stil tok nicely...Eh... act. is i c u as her gd frenx den i juz dun bother...or else u think wat, as for my character i sure fucked u upside down 1st be4 i offline lor...Den now 4 mi, aiyah things alreadi happened 4 so long liao..Wat had over, its alreadi over le..dun bother 2 say again but juz tat i wont forget... So sometimes ppl c mi lik veri gd lik tat can bully mi hor...Act. u all r wrong..hahahx...Can ask one of my classmates how i scolded him tat time...which he reali go to a certain extend tat i reali scolded him infront of alot of my other classmate...Think nobody c mi tat fierce be4...but act. tat time fierce is juz normal of mi onli.If i reali veri fierce till now no1 c it be4 coz mi myself aso dunno wat i will do...Hmmm....Now can say i alreadi forgive him but i wont forget... Ohyah, havnt say finish e incident of her yet...Hmm...as for now lehx..dunno y i juz feel tat no matter how much effort i hav done but stil cant amend back e crack between us..coz i hav tried but dunno y i juz feel tat u seems lik dun wan...Till tat day u sms mi and ask mi y i so quiet/i stil hav not got over it abt e incident...Somemore she stil say sorry to me... Stupid pig...I dun wan u to say sorri to mi..act. to mi, u no need to say sorry to mi de...coz its not ur fault k...e more u say sorri, e more i feel veri xin tong... Besides tat incident act. stil got another reason y i becoz not myself...is act. got some1 told mi be4 tat i was lik a glue tat everytime stick to u...Act. i'm not...i go find u or tok to u is coz sometimes i juz wan to help u in studies...if lik tat makes ppl think tat i lik a glue den forget it...Haiz...reali dunno wat to say sia...To me, sometimes u lik an "Angel" but sometimes u lik a "Devil"...Reali dunno wat is u sia...Like monday ur sms reali mak mi feels tat u reali hav a kind of feeling tat how i feel le...Reali wat ppl says...Normally ppl will sense another ppl mind thinking/feelings act. means tat e person reali likes tat particular person alot...Tis is actually wat had happened to mi veri long le...Dunno y sometimes i reali can sense wat's ur thinking...Do u reali feel tat way aso? Still wonder tat will u reali giv mi e chance...? Ah...Dun think liao...e more i think of, e more i miz u..! Ohyah..Btw to all readers, my new blogskin nice ma? Is a new style of mi on designing...hahax...i love e effect alot sia...and tis design is specially designed for someone in my heart...Hope she lik it..! Heex...
